Part Three: Faith in the Fracture
- Lamar Newby
- Nov 20, 2025
- 4 min read
When life feels like a mountain too steep to climb, it’s easy to wish for God to move the mountain out of the way. I’ve been there staring at obstacles that seem impossible, praying for a clear path, a sign, or a miracle. But what I’ve learned through my own struggles is that God doesn’t always remove the mountain. Instead, He gives us the strength to climb it. This truth changed how I see setbacks, faith, and the quiet work happening beneath the surface of my hardest moments.
Because we want God to move the mountain, to make the path smooth, to give us proof before we take the next step. But faith—real faith—doesn’t work like that. It doesn’t need the full picture; it trusts the painter.
Faith isn’t about everything making sense. It’s about believing when nothing makes sense. It’s trusting that what feels like delay is actually direction. That the closed doors are not rejection—they’re protection. That the pain you’re feeling isn’t punishment—its purpose being written between the lines.
Because faith doesn’t promise smooth paths—it promises solid footing, even on rough ground.
It whispers, “You might not know where this road leads, but you’re not walking it alone. "And that’s enough.
When Setbacks Carry a Spiritual Assignment
Every setback I faced felt like a failure at first. Losing a job, a broken relationship, or a health scare seemed random and unfair. But over time, I realized these moments were never wasted. They carried spiritual assignments—lessons and growth that I couldn’t have received any other way.
One time, after a painful breakup, I felt shattered. I thought my world was ending. But as I sat with the pain, I noticed something shifting inside me. What I called a breakdown was actually the breaking open of something bigger. It was a chance to rebuild my faith, to trust
God in a new way. Faith doesn’t remove the pain—it reframes, it doesn’t tell you not to cry—it tells you that your tears are still part of the testimony. It doesn’t ignore the wound—it reminds you that even scars can carry beauty when healed by purpose.
Faith turns your “Why me?” into “Use me.” It shifts your focus from what you lost to what you’re learning. It transforms suffering into strength, and confusion into understanding.
At first, it feels like everything is falling apart. The pieces scatter. The plans crumble. The prayers seem to bounce back in silence. But over time, you realize—nothing was falling apart. It was all falling into place.
This experience taught me that faith doesn’t always rescue you from the fire. Sometimes, faith teaches you how to walk through the fire without losing your peace. It’s not about avoiding pain but learning to carry peace alongside it.

Trusting the Painter Without Seeing the Full Picture
I used to want God to make the path smooth, to give me proof before I took the next step. I wanted everything to make sense. But faith is different. Real faith doesn’t need the full picture; it trusts the painter.
Faith means believing when nothing makes sense. It means trusting that what feels like delay is actually direction. When doors close, it’s not rejection but protection. When pain comes, it’s not punishment but purpose being written between the lines.
For example, when I was stuck in a job that drained me, I prayed for a way out. The door didn’t open immediately. Months passed, and I felt stuck. But looking back, that delay was a direction. It gave me time to prepare, to learn new skills, and to grow stronger. When the right opportunity finally came, I was ready.
Faith promises solid footing even on rough ground. It whispers that you might not know where the road leads, but you are not walking it alone.
Grace Doing Quiet Work in the Darkest Moments
I remember a night when I felt completely lost. The weight of my problems was crushing. My prayers seemed unanswered. My heart was tired of hoping. I looked for a way out, but there wasn’t one. Just when I thought I was done, somehow, I made it through.
I didn’t see the path, but one appeared. I didn’t have the strength, but I still stood. I didn’t understand, but peace found a way to cover me. That wasn’t luck. That was grace doing quiet work.
Faith was carrying me the whole time. Every time I stumbled, it steadied me. Every time I doubted, it whispered, “Keep going.” Every time I broke down, it built me back up piece by piece, prayer by prayer.

How Faith Builds Strength Piece by Piece
Faith doesn’t promise a smooth path. It promises strength to keep climbing. I learned this through small, daily moments:
When I felt overwhelmed, I prayed for patience and found moments of calm.
When fear crept in, I reminded myself of past victories and God’s faithfulness.
When I wanted to give up, I reached out to friends who encouraged me to keep going.
Each step-built strength. Each prayer-built resilience. Faith is not a one-time event but a daily choice to trust, even when the mountain feels too high.
Walking Through the Fire Without Losing Peace
One of the hardest lessons was learning to walk through the fire without losing peace. Pain and struggle don’t disappear overnight. But peace can live alongside pain.
I found peace by:
Accepting that some things are beyond my control.
Focusing on what I could do today, not worrying about tomorrow.
Remembering that God’s presence is constant, even in silence.
This peace doesn’t mean problems vanish. It means I don’t have to be crushed by them.

Moving Forward with Faith in the Fracture
Looking back, I see that faith in the fracture—the broken, painful moments—is where real growth happens. When life feels fractured, faith holds the pieces together and helps us build something stronger.
If you are facing a mountain today, remember:
You don’t have to wait for the mountain to move.
You have the strength to climb it.
Every setback has a purpose.
Faith carries you even when you feel alone.
Keep climbing. Keep trusting. The path may be hard, but you are not walking it alone.




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